blank minded.

"Prayer is when you talk to God. Schizophrenia is when He talks back."

unknown.

“If two people are meant to be, they will meet someday in the future. no matter how many relationships they go through, the final and true one will be with each other.”

22 Desember 2010

Dear Mamih,

i'm so happy we're still here together to celebrate ur birthday. and this morning i feel so blessed that i can still feel ur warm hug and kisses. mungkin aku belum bisa bahagian mamih seperti yg mamih mau. tapi aku bisa janjikan mamih 1 hal, aku ga akan pernah buat mamih susah. ga akan. there are things we dont want to happen but we have to face it, and things we dont want to know but we have to learn. dan aku pasti terus usaha untuk bisa buat mamih bangga dan bahagia. thank you for the great lessons, i love u. always. happy mother's day mam :')

expect the unexpected

"We all think we’re going to be great and we feel a little bit robbed when our expectations aren’t met. But sometimes expectations sell us short. Sometimes the expected simply pales in comparison to the unexpected. You got to wonder why we cling to our expectations, because the expected is just what keeps us steady. Standing. Still, the expected is just the beginning, the unexpected is what changes our lives."

life is full of surprises. yes i always love that quotes!

french and fries and kisses

I want a guy who will be my best friend. We will share secrets and inside jokes. He’ll make me laugh till i cry. I want a guy who can be romantic. I want him to run his fingers through my hair and kiss my forehead. I want to be able to cuddle him until the sun rises. I want a guy who will treat me right. He will make me dinner and compliment me on my outfits. He will take me out on dates and bring me on walks in the park. He will call me beautiful. I want a guy who I can have fun with. I want to be able to go on endless drives singing at the top of our lungs together. I want to dance in the living room at midnight to a loud, crazy song. I want to slow dance at sunrise to silence.

I want a guy who will comfort me when I need to be comforted. I want to be able to cry on his shoulder as he hugs me and tells me everything will be all right. I want him to bring me my favorite ice cream when I’m moodswing. I want to feel safe in his arms.

I want a guy who will love me more than anybody or anything in the world because I will sure as hell love him more than anybody or anything in the world.

♥
and i found him, ACHMAD IRFAN FADLY. thanks ;)

WHY YOU'RE THE GREATEST MOM !!

1.) you scared away the monsters under the bed

2.) you never too tired to tell me stories

3.) you still make sure that i eat my vegetables and get to bed at decent hour.

4.) you taught me to never settle on second best

5.) you taught me all the important stuff

6.) you praise all of my achievements, no matter how small

7.) you gave me enough freedom

8.) you know all my faults- and love me just the same

9.) you give me the courage of a lion when i'm feeling like a mouse

10.) you love me for who i am and who i'm becoming

11.) you make it look easy

12.) you made me proud- to be your child..

love you mommy.. :')

finalé

"I could promise, to hold you, and to cherish you.

I could promise, to be there in sickness and in health.
I could say, til death do us part.
But I won't.
Those vows are for optimistic couples, the ones full of hope.
And I do not stand here, on my wedding day, optimistic, or full of hope.

I am not optimistic, I am not hopeful.
I am sure.
I am steady.
And I know...

I'm a heart-man.
Take them apart, put them back together.
I hold them in my hands.
I am a heart man.
So this i am sure.
You are my partner, my lover, my very best friend.
My heart, my heart, beats for you.
and on this day, the day of our wedding, I promise you this:
I promise you, to lay my heart in the palm of your hands
I promise you, me."

-preston burke wedding vow. grey's anatomy season 3-