Tuesday, March 23, 2010

if only life were perfect, Dad.

Over this week, I've had a revelation about someone. I suppose it was something I'd known all along, but was just too afraid to admit it - finally - to myself. Isn't it said when you realize that someone is never going to be the person you thought or wanted them to be? It's a pretty heartbreaking moment. Needless to say, though..

 I expected more from him and maybe that was my mistake. i gave him every chance to prove it.. funny how things look darker in the light of day.. u're not who I thought you were.. and if I'm being honest, that's what really hurts :( sorry, but i'm gonna keep on doin it anyway..
 
 

....you say a lot of stuff, and don't you know?  you talk a lot of talk for someone so small, but you never say you're sorry..!!

those promises you whispered on the telephone turns out it was all a bunch of nothing. just static in the background.. I think back on all those time when you fed me all those lies, remember? I'm still not quite sure why I ever believed them.. but now that I know, it all makes sense in the end : Why you'd never say you're sorry.