-breakin' point-

I find myself just filling my time with anything to keep the thought of you from my mind.. I'm doing fine and I'm plannin' to keep it that way. You can call me if you find that you have something to say, And I'll tell you ; I want you to know its a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating telling you that I've had it with you and your career.........

warning : global warming!

"Be soft. Dont let the world make you hard.

don't let the pain make you hate.

Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness.

Take pride eventho' the world may disagree, you still believe it should be a beautiful place.."

Last 2 days the wheater in Jakarta seems freakin insane. it was heavy rainy yesterday. i feel like its 6pm when in reality its 11am!! today the sun shines extremely hot! tambah 1 derajat jakarta beneran step gw rasa!! and the next 3 hours the wheather changed to the opposite situation.. hujan badai lagi!! omaygattt!! saya ngga bawa payung hari ini.. haduhduhduh.. mudah2an aja ngga macet dan bisa pulang dengan selamat. amin. ayodong plis stop buang sampah sembarangan. atleast itu yg bisa gw lakuin sekarang. karena sepedahan ke kantor masih rada males.. hehe.. ayolah jaga lingkungan. jangan sampedah kejadian 2012 kaya di pelem kejadian!

So which one do you choose:

Peace on earth or earth in pieces ?

u decide. u act.

"Never knew I needed.."

for the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing..

for the ending of my first begin

and for the rare and unexpected friend
for the way you're something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again

you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

my accidental happily

(ever after)

the way you smile and how you comfort me

(with your laughter)

i must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter (oh oh)

who'd knew that i'd be here

(who'd knew that i'd be here oh oh)
so unexpectedly

(so unexpectedly oh oh)
undeniablely happy
sitting with you right here, right here next to me

Man, u're the best! :)

happy mother's day, mommas!! :)

my mom is the one who care everything about me the most.

my mom never forbids me to go out, but always worries if I'm not back yet..

my mom not angry to me whenever I've done wrong, and she always defends me in front of others

my mom never shows up her love but always proves it by doing...

mom sometime seems don't care with me.. but always protects me.

mom doesn't wipe my tears.. but she teaches me how to be strong!!

mom lets me fall to be strong.. but never lets me hurt, because she'll cure me..

mom wills give her fortune, happiness, even life just for see me smile.. :')

mom never interferes my business but always supports for everything I do

my mom is the one who still wakes up when I'm sick..

mom always cure..

mom always cheers..

mom always caress..

 

she's the one who never hates me even I'm the worst in the world

she loves me more than others do..

 

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, MOTHERS :)

together we laugh, together we cry, together we face this world

with my dearest love.. mamih..

my love, my hero, mamah..

 

Letters To My Future : Best of the Best

Dear Mr. Anissa

I'm honest. We've already established that. I can be brutally honest. We already established that too. That's why, I've come to the conclusion, that there are a few things in life I'm not afraid to admit. At one time, I was afraid to admit them. I kept them on the lowdown, tight, in lock-and-key fashion in my soul, fearing that if anyone found out that I'd be labeled even more of a freak than I felt my disability had already made me.

But that was a long time ago, when I was younger and far too impressionable. I recently asked myself, "What the heck is the big deal?" If I'm afraid of admitting these things, does that mean I'm somehow ashamed of myself or even afraid to admit things to myself?

I can't stand for that. SO...here I go. Here are some things I've never experienced. And, no I don't think I'm pathetic. Have you ever thought that maybe, just maybe, something great IS going to come my way? It just happening. and I know it will better. Someday. with you.
Oh gosh, this is beginning to make me look absolutely pathetic, isn't it? That, or I'm incredibly attractive for my brutal honesty. Yes, that's it. I'm going to go with the second option.

What are some things you've never done that you've always kept secret? It's time to let those secrets OUT!


xoxo,
Me